hey!i feel happy for you because finally you have made one of your dreams come true. congratulation!! i know you can do that and i believe you will get success to reach your another dreams someday because you have a strong DETERMINATION and always do your best. so everything that you done will be worth to be done :) i'm proud of you!!
but . . . . . .
i feel sad too, because i'm too scared that everything will be changed. i'm scared you will not remember me anymore,you're too busy with your new friends and your new activities. so, the distance between us become farther and farther. i hope there's nothing that will change, or at least you still realize my existence
i'm happy and sad AT THE SAME TIME~
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
a crazy little thing called love
i watched one comedy romantic movie in the cinema few days ago. the title is "a crazy little thing called love" i really love that film because it really inspires me and the story is quite similar to my love story :P soooo,here the story is...
one day there is a girl whose name is Nam, she has been falling in love with her senior whose name is Shone. almost 3 years she has been admiring Shone without showing what she feels. the film tells when you fall in love, you will...
1. pass someone that you love just to see their face
2. do anything to make yourself look more interesting in front of them
3. and the silly one, you will keep anything that they give to you as a souvenir
i think it's really true because i've experienced it before :)
back to the story, after 3 years of waiting, Nam finally decided to tell about her feeling in last valentine day before they graduated their school. she said that she has been falling in love with Shone since the first time, but she can't said she loves him straightly. after that, Shone tells he has had a relationship with another girl :( Nam only cry over and over again. when she decided to tell her feeling, she is betrayed. it's so hard for girls to tell her feeling first!!
do you know what the truth is?
1. on valentine day in the first year, Nam gave Shone a chocolate and until 3 years more Shone still KEEP the chocolate
2. when Nam fall from the stage, Shone HOLDS her hand and try to save her. Shone said it's his first time to hold girl's hand
3. Shone always TAKES a photos of Nam without knowing by everyone else
4. Shone LETS his friend to get Nam's heart because he can't show his feeling to Nam
5. when valentine day in second year, Shone GIVES Nam a rose which has planted by himself but he said that his friend asked him to deliver the rose
Shone tells all his feeling to Nam by writting a book and there are a lot of pictures of Nam too. after some years, they're separated by time and distance. Nam become a successful designer and one day she meets Shone. they still love each other and have waited for 9 YEARS to be back again :)
through this film i get some lessons; "when you love someone, fight for what you feel. you shouldn't care about how long you have been waiting for them. because if you really love them time is just a number :) sometimes it's better to make someone whom we loved know our feeling so there's no regret in our life."
PS : For everyone who fall in love with someone but they don't give some signals, remember this! YOU HAVE COME THIS FAR, YOU MUST FIGHT TO THE END :D
one day there is a girl whose name is Nam, she has been falling in love with her senior whose name is Shone. almost 3 years she has been admiring Shone without showing what she feels. the film tells when you fall in love, you will...
1. pass someone that you love just to see their face
2. do anything to make yourself look more interesting in front of them
3. and the silly one, you will keep anything that they give to you as a souvenir
i think it's really true because i've experienced it before :)
back to the story, after 3 years of waiting, Nam finally decided to tell about her feeling in last valentine day before they graduated their school. she said that she has been falling in love with Shone since the first time, but she can't said she loves him straightly. after that, Shone tells he has had a relationship with another girl :( Nam only cry over and over again. when she decided to tell her feeling, she is betrayed. it's so hard for girls to tell her feeling first!!
do you know what the truth is?
1. on valentine day in the first year, Nam gave Shone a chocolate and until 3 years more Shone still KEEP the chocolate
2. when Nam fall from the stage, Shone HOLDS her hand and try to save her. Shone said it's his first time to hold girl's hand
3. Shone always TAKES a photos of Nam without knowing by everyone else
4. Shone LETS his friend to get Nam's heart because he can't show his feeling to Nam
5. when valentine day in second year, Shone GIVES Nam a rose which has planted by himself but he said that his friend asked him to deliver the rose
Shone tells all his feeling to Nam by writting a book and there are a lot of pictures of Nam too. after some years, they're separated by time and distance. Nam become a successful designer and one day she meets Shone. they still love each other and have waited for 9 YEARS to be back again :)
through this film i get some lessons; "when you love someone, fight for what you feel. you shouldn't care about how long you have been waiting for them. because if you really love them time is just a number :) sometimes it's better to make someone whom we loved know our feeling so there's no regret in our life."
PS : For everyone who fall in love with someone but they don't give some signals, remember this! YOU HAVE COME THIS FAR, YOU MUST FIGHT TO THE END :D
Saturday, February 12, 2011
what is your choice?
if you are in this conditions what will you choose?
1. you like two person in your life but you don't know what they feel to you. both of them have different personality which can impressed you. so, what is you choice?
a. the first type, who is very quiet and cool. they just talk if they need something. never ask some questions first, a little bit unsociable, never talk with other girls. but when you become their girlfriend, they will think you're the only one and they won't make you disappointed by looking another girls. beside that, they love their family so much! clever and multitalented but it will be a rare thing when you see them laugh freely~
b. the second type, they are very humorous and make you feel comfort. you'll never get bored when you're with them. love to laugh and smile. care to everybody including their female friends. so, you don't even know if you are very special for them because they treat everybody as the same as you. they love their family, clever, and multitalented too.
2. when you are falling in love...
a. you choose to fall with someone who has said they like you and promise to make you feel happy. they're kind, a good friend but you need some times to learn how to love them as they have done to you
b. you choose to fall with someone whom you have fallen with for some years. but, they don't give some sure signals to you if they like you too. you just keep waiting and hoping they will realize your faithfulness and appreciate it by loving you back
so, if you are in that conditions, what will you choose?
1. you like two person in your life but you don't know what they feel to you. both of them have different personality which can impressed you. so, what is you choice?
a. the first type, who is very quiet and cool. they just talk if they need something. never ask some questions first, a little bit unsociable, never talk with other girls. but when you become their girlfriend, they will think you're the only one and they won't make you disappointed by looking another girls. beside that, they love their family so much! clever and multitalented but it will be a rare thing when you see them laugh freely~
b. the second type, they are very humorous and make you feel comfort. you'll never get bored when you're with them. love to laugh and smile. care to everybody including their female friends. so, you don't even know if you are very special for them because they treat everybody as the same as you. they love their family, clever, and multitalented too.
2. when you are falling in love...
a. you choose to fall with someone who has said they like you and promise to make you feel happy. they're kind, a good friend but you need some times to learn how to love them as they have done to you
b. you choose to fall with someone whom you have fallen with for some years. but, they don't give some sure signals to you if they like you too. you just keep waiting and hoping they will realize your faithfulness and appreciate it by loving you back
so, if you are in that conditions, what will you choose?
Saturday, January 8, 2011
:D :D :D
on 6 january 2011 there is a news which makes me feel extremely HAPPY!!it's about what i dream since i was in secondary school. reminding the time when i write my blog about scholarship, the title is "useless" lol and it's the next part of that story. after that incident, i know and i believe that God has another plan for me. one day, my mother's friend tell me that there is a test to NAFA and NAFA is one of the best university in singapore for design. She knows i like drawing since i was kid and she suggest me to join it. so, after thinking for some days, i decided to join the test, hope i can be accepted. i learn from my experience in the past that i'm nothing without Him, i can't do anything without His help. in the past i'm too optimist and believe only with my ability. i only pray in the day before the test, i'm too arrogant :( Then, God give me the lessons and i feel really graceful bcause He makes me realized about His plan. On 19th december 2010, i went to jakarta and join the test. first, i felt not confident at all. the people who join the test were older than me (almost all of them). but i believe and i know, whatever the result is, it's the best for me and it's God's plan for my future. the result was told on 6th January. in 20.00pm my senior texted me and said that she has got the scholarship. waaa i was happy to hear that but i felt hopeless too. until 21.00 i still didn't know i was accepted or not. i keep praying, i keep hoping, and in 22.00 i got a message : "Josephine, congratulation! you are accepted in NAFA and get the scholarship!" aaaa finally one of my dreams comes true!! getting a scholarship for further my study :) thaaaanks to God, my family, and my friends who always support me. i remember when Ray (my best friend) say to me "don't stop dreaming, God will give the best for you" i still reminding that quote!! Sometimes what we want is different from God's plan but God has the best plan for us. maybe it will be hurt in the beginning but you must believe it will be great in the end (it can be more than you expected).in the end i want to tell whoever who read it : if you are fall, don't keep falling but you have to come up and prove that you're strong!! and dreams really do come true if we hope, hard work, and pray :)
don't stop dreaming because there is no wrong in wanting something more
don't stop dreaming because there is no wrong in wanting something moreMonday, January 3, 2011
明日晴れるかな (Ashita Hareru Kana)
Shouting out for love, with hot tears streaming
Just where have those glorious days disappear to?
If it’s the same tomorrow, wandering on the streets,
There is no turning back from now on
Listening carefully to the voice of my heart
Just what would I probably say to myself?
Now, standing at the dirtied corner of the street,
Looking up in the sky, I will think to myself everytime
Loneliness and the troubles bestowed upon us from God
Just make us cry when we desire to
What will our fate be?
Should we just give up?
It is just like the never-ending magical wonders of the seasons
Oh baby. No, maybe.
Is there no ‘emotion’ without ‘love’?
Free to grieve about it,
For it is the consequence of society
Oh, baby. You’re maybe.
There is no ‘joy’ without ‘love’.
The feeling of happiness
Embrace it dearly one more time
For the sake of loving oneself on some days,
Recall on the beautiful memories that you have
For the life that has yet to unfold from the distant past
Exists to make that one dream of yours come true
Who will open the door to miracles?
Smile, just once more
Have you realized it yet?
The key (to the door) is already
On the palm of your hand
Why, baby? Oh, tell me.
Is there no ‘hate’ without ‘love’?
Free to foresee or not,
In order to protect oneself?
Oh, baby. You’re maybe.
It is not just a little game!!
This broken feeling
Overcome it one more chance
I talk to myself…
Oh, baby. No, maybe.
Is there no ‘emotion’ without ‘love’?
Free to grieve about it,
What is left will only be regret
Oh, baby. Smile, baby.
Life is not for eternity
To themselves, everyone in their heart
Whisper softly
“Will it be fine tomorrow…?”
Beneath the distant sky
Thursday, December 30, 2010
30.12.10 :)
waaa ahirnya maen lagi. kali ini sama ivan,ray dan cing2 haha. emang uda janjian dari waktu ituu karena ray liburan k bali tgl 19-23 dan ivan ke malang tanggal 23-29 ahirnya baru bisa tgl 30 :) janjian ngumpul di ciwalk jam 2 terus beli tiket "gulliver travel"
sebelum nonton paling cuma jalan2 keliling ciwalk terus belanja makanan di yogya haha.naaah setelah ituu kita masuk bioskop buat ntn. sebenernya si waktu itu uda ntn gulliver, tp karena gabisa ntn yang laen lagi yauda saya nonton 2x tp gpp soalnya filmnya konyol abisss haha.seudah nonton, kita makan ke wendys!
naaah pas di wendys kt acara tuker kadoo wkwkwk. emang mendadak sii terus orangnya juga cuma b3 tp gapapa yang penting togetherness :P ivan ngasi lapis malang, ray ngasi sendal bali buat saya dan gendang kecil buat ivan teruss saya ngasi seprangkat alat tulis spongebob buat mereka haha. hari terakhir ketemu mrk di taun ini. terimakasih yaaa :)
sebelum nonton paling cuma jalan2 keliling ciwalk terus belanja makanan di yogya haha.naaah setelah ituu kita masuk bioskop buat ntn. sebenernya si waktu itu uda ntn gulliver, tp karena gabisa ntn yang laen lagi yauda saya nonton 2x tp gpp soalnya filmnya konyol abisss haha.seudah nonton, kita makan ke wendys!
naaah pas di wendys kt acara tuker kadoo wkwkwk. emang mendadak sii terus orangnya juga cuma b3 tp gapapa yang penting togetherness :P ivan ngasi lapis malang, ray ngasi sendal bali buat saya dan gendang kecil buat ivan teruss saya ngasi seprangkat alat tulis spongebob buat mereka haha. hari terakhir ketemu mrk di taun ini. terimakasih yaaa :)
Monday, December 6, 2010
12 signs
here 12 signs that you're falling in love :
12. you can't stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two. you actually have to try hard to stay mad
11. you'll read his/her sms OVER and OVER AGAIN
10. you'll walk really REALLY slow while your with him/her
9. you'll feel shy whenever your with him/her
8. by listening to his/her voice you'll smile for no reason
7. while looking at him/her, u can't see the other people around you. you can only see THAT person
6. you'll listening to love song
5. he/she becomes all you think about
4. you'll get high just by his/her smell
3. you'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think of him/her
2. you'll do anything for him/her
1. while reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time
12. you can't stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two. you actually have to try hard to stay mad
11. you'll read his/her sms OVER and OVER AGAIN
10. you'll walk really REALLY slow while your with him/her
9. you'll feel shy whenever your with him/her
8. by listening to his/her voice you'll smile for no reason
7. while looking at him/her, u can't see the other people around you. you can only see THAT person
6. you'll listening to love song
5. he/she becomes all you think about
4. you'll get high just by his/her smell
3. you'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think of him/her
2. you'll do anything for him/her
1. while reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time
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