30.12.10 :)

waaa ahirnya maen lagi. kali ini sama ivan,ray dan cing2 haha. emang uda janjian dari waktu ituu karena ray liburan k bali tgl 19-23 dan ivan ke malang tanggal 23-29 ahirnya baru bisa tgl 30 :) janjian ngumpul di ciwalk jam 2 terus beli tiket "gulliver travel"


sebelum nonton paling cuma jalan2 keliling ciwalk terus belanja makanan di yogya haha.naaah setelah ituu kita masuk bioskop buat ntn. sebenernya si waktu itu uda ntn gulliver, tp karena gabisa ntn yang laen lagi yauda saya nonton 2x tp gpp soalnya filmnya konyol abisss haha.seudah nonton, kita makan ke wendys!


naaah pas di wendys kt acara tuker kadoo wkwkwk. emang mendadak sii terus orangnya juga cuma b3 tp gapapa yang penting togetherness :P ivan ngasi lapis malang, ray ngasi sendal bali buat saya dan gendang kecil buat ivan teruss saya ngasi seprangkat alat tulis spongebob buat mereka haha. hari terakhir ketemu mrk di taun ini. terimakasih yaaa :)

12 signs

here 12 signs that you're falling in love :

12. you can't stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two. you actually have to try hard to stay mad

11. you'll read his/her sms OVER and OVER AGAIN

10. you'll walk really REALLY slow while your with him/her

9. you'll feel shy whenever your with him/her

8. by listening to his/her voice you'll smile for no reason

7. while looking at him/her, u can't see the other people around you. you can only see THAT person

6. you'll listening to love song

5. he/she becomes all you think about

4. you'll get high just by his/her smell

3. you'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think of him/her

2. you'll do anything for him/her

1. while reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time

03.12.10 :)

waaa setelah beberapa minggu ga pegi maen sm tmn akhirnya hari ini pegi juga :) emang uda rencana si dari minggu lalu maen sama ray,ivan,hang dll.soalnya mereka baru pulang dari sg.tadi sampe bolos rapat osis buat pgi maen :P abis uda bener2 pengen maen terus emg uda janji dr sminggu yang lalu. hmm, pulang skola ray datang menjemput tapi cuma sama ivan yang laen pada gabisa katanya.yauda deh abis muter2 di sekola pergi b3 ke pvj. serasa punya bodyguard tadii haha.pertama beli tiket nonton "a nightmare on elm street"


sambil nunggu nonton, makan di qua li.gara2 ga gitu laper jadi bagi 2 deh sama si ivan,ngegosip disana crita2 pokonya rame laah.ampir sejam meren duduk2 di quali. terus beli minuman k carrefour buat di bioskop,irit ceritanya mah =P naahh abis itu mencari tempat yang baik untuk bisa fto,akirnya kita menemukan tempat yaitu di depan planet surf haha.abis cari2 gada kaca akirnya fto disitu deh. lumayan bagus ko jadinyaa kaya fto di kaca kan?wkwk

sampai ahirnya nonton!!nanut nyusul pas nonton, jadi fto sama nanut sedikit :( sekitar 2 jam nonton filmnya si okee. si ivan smpe pinjem tas buat nutupin mataa. naah abis nonton makan lagi di tahu talagaa. kali ini bareng nanut jugaa terus fto lagiii haha

ray pulang dlu, ga pulang sii dia pergi sama keluarganyaa. terus tinggal ivan, nanut dan sayaa. dari tahu talaga kita ke tutty frutty. kayanya seharian makan terus da tadii haha. bagi 2 lagi deh sama si ivan, nanut gamau soalnya. di tutty frutty denger ivan cerita! dan ceritanya sangat amat luar biasa bojengnya wkwkwk. tapi jago juga si dia ngarangnyaa ttg kerajaan pinpin -.-" terus bergilir bikin cerita. pokonya konyol abiss haha

sampe akhirnya ivan dijemput yaa uda deh pulang ke rumah masing2 haha. dari pulang sekola sampe jam 9 maen terussss. thanks for today yaaa :D

pictpictpict ♥

heyyy these are some picture which were made when i was at 9th grade. i always did it when i felt bored and i used the back of the absent card for the paper. because i was the secretary of the class at that time :p and here they are ....

i hope i can ride the balloon air with someone whom will be my prince :) we can see the whole world and we near to the sky so i can touch the cloud easily hahaha

in the rainy day i want someone cover me with the BIG leaf. i think it will be very fun

doing picnic together!! haha i never go picnic :( it will be a good thing when we go somewhere and eat together on the grass and we can share our lunch

hmm, it's like the second picture right?the different just the umbrella and the leaf haha.i don't know why i really love rain :) so i drew two pictures in the rainy day

and this is the last picture. i really want to see the stars with someone someday. it will be so nice when we can see the sky at night and wishing what we want ( if there is a shooting star) :)

maybe all that pictures that i draw look like a fairy tale which never come true haha. but i hope it will come true (at least one :P) and of course i hope i will do all that things with the right person too. hmm just wait for the right time when God allow me to do all that things with the right person :D

GIRL AND BOY

GIRL

Dear, Diary

I saw him passing by my way
I didn't know what to do
I used to smile and greet him
But i felt so awkward so i looked the other way
Besides, he's the star of the basketball team
He'll never notice a geek like me

BOY

Dear, Diary

I passed by the corridor
and saw the pretty smart girl I usually sit with during Chemistry
I tried to smile at her
But she looked the other way
Besides, I'm just a guy who could shoot some hoops
while she's this pretty honor student
She'll never like a guy like me

something is missing

I'm not alone, I wish I was
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
To love me like, they do right now
They do right now

I'm dizzy from the shopping malls
I searched for joy, but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is

When autumn comes, it doesn't ask
It just walks in, where it left you last
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness
For loneliness like this

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is

No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And i don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means

John Mayer

my confession

yaaap this is my confession of falling for a boy. i'm a type of girls who not easy to fall for someone,but not so hard too. the hardest part about fall for someone is starting first. i don't know what should i do, always facing two options. first, should i show my feeling to him?or second, should i keep waiting and hope until he will like me too? if i think about that, i don't know what is the correct one because if i show my feeling, i think it isn't good enough for girls to show it first, it's like too aggressive -.-" and i don't like being like that. but why some of my friends have different opinion from me? some of them choose to show it for example, when the boy's birthday she called him first and made a cake by herself. if she is his gf or his crush it isn't a problem but if she's just his friend does it sound too exaggerate?when the result is the boy fall for her too, it's good. but how if the boy feel disturbed by her act?the second option, if i keep waiting when will the boy see me or know about my feeling? just hope a miracle comes lol. maybe that's why i always lose from the other girls. i don't have any effort to get what i want. my other confession, for me it's very hard to forget someone who was so close to me.but why it seems so easy for the others? for example, my friends have a relationship almost one year but when they broke up after two months later both of them have the new one -.- when we talk about love everything is confusing. it can make us happy and sad at the same time. now i'm 16th already and i never have a relationship but it isn't a big problem for me because i know God has deserved someone who will be my perfect prince someday. there will be a right person in the right time!and having a lot of ex isn't something that can be proud of lol. for now, the important one is make God,my family and friend proud of me :)PS : dear my prince charming, i don't know who you are now. you can be one of my friends or a stranger who i never know before. but i know you will come someday and God deserves you for me to make my love story has a happy ending :D