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on 6 january 2011 there is a news which makes me feel extremely HAPPY!!it's about what i dream since i was in secondary school. reminding the time when i write my blog about scholarship, the title is "useless" lol and it's the next part of that story. after that incident, i know and i believe that God has another plan for me. one day, my mother's friend tell me that there is a test to NAFA and NAFA is one of the best university in singapore for design. She knows i like drawing since i was kid and she suggest me to join it. so, after thinking for some days, i decided to join the test, hope i can be accepted. i learn from my experience in the past that i'm nothing without Him, i can't do anything without His help. in the past i'm too optimist and believe only with my ability. i only pray in the day before the test, i'm too arrogant :( Then, God give me the lessons and i feel really graceful bcause He makes me realized about His plan. On 19th december 2010, i went to jakarta and join the test. first, i felt not confident at all. the people who join the test were older than me (almost all of them). but i believe and i know, whatever the result is, it's the best for me and it's God's plan for my future. the result was told on 6th January. in 20.00pm my senior texted me and said that she has got the scholarship. waaa i was happy to hear that but i felt hopeless too. until 21.00 i still didn't know i was accepted or not. i keep praying, i keep hoping, and in 22.00 i got a message : "Josephine, congratulation! you are accepted in NAFA and get the scholarship!" aaaa finally one of my dreams comes true!! getting a scholarship for further my study :) thaaaanks to God, my family, and my friends who always support me. i remember when Ray (my best friend) say to me "don't stop dreaming, God will give the best for you" i still reminding that quote!! Sometimes what we want is different from God's plan but God has the best plan for us. maybe it will be hurt in the beginning but you must believe it will be great in the end (it can be more than you expected).in the end i want to tell whoever who read it : if you are fall, don't keep falling but you have to come up and prove that you're strong!! and dreams really do come true if we hope, hard work, and pray :)

don't stop dreaming because there is no wrong in wanting something more

明日晴れるかな (Ashita Hareru Kana)

Shouting out for love, with hot tears streaming
Just where have those glorious days disappear to?
If it’s the same tomorrow, wandering on the streets,
There is no turning back from now on

Listening carefully to the voice of my heart
Just what would I probably say to myself?
Now, standing at the dirtied corner of the street,
Looking up in the sky, I will think to myself everytime

Loneliness and the troubles bestowed upon us from God
Just make us cry when we desire to
What will our fate be?
Should we just give up?
It is just like the never-ending magical wonders of the seasons

Oh baby. No, maybe.
Is there no ‘emotion’ without ‘love’?
Free to grieve about it,
For it is the consequence of society

Oh, baby. You’re maybe.
There is no ‘joy’ without ‘love’.
The feeling of happiness
Embrace it dearly one more time

For the sake of loving oneself on some days,
Recall on the beautiful memories that you have
For the life that has yet to unfold from the distant past
Exists to make that one dream of yours come true

Who will open the door to miracles?
Smile, just once more
Have you realized it yet?
The key (to the door) is already
On the palm of your hand

Why, baby? Oh, tell me.
Is there no ‘hate’ without ‘love’?
Free to foresee or not,
In order to protect oneself?

Oh, baby. You’re maybe.
It is not just a little game!!
This broken feeling
Overcome it one more chance

I talk to myself…

Oh, baby. No, maybe.
Is there no ‘emotion’ without ‘love’?
Free to grieve about it,
What is left will only be regret

Oh, baby. Smile, baby.
Life is not for eternity
To themselves, everyone in their heart
Whisper softly

“Will it be fine tomorrow…?”

Beneath the distant sky