aiueo~

something happened yesterday. my ex crush text me first, long time we didn't contact each other. he asked me about ovi and said he used nokia too. he still called me with 'especially name'. i thought "i don't know when i can forget him, he always back and contacts me first when i try to forget everything about him and it makes me reminding about something in the past". this happens in a few time. first in last march, it was a rainy day and i ran from school to my car. when i look back, i saw him. he followed and ran beside me and then he put his hand up and covered my head from the rain. how could i forget that moment?-.- after about two months later i tried to forget him again, and I CAN (however not all the memories i can forget but i can let him go). now, it happened again yesterday. we didn't contact for a long time and he text me first. i felt a little bit confused because his friend said that he changed his handphone so all of his contact has lost including me. but why he can get my number? we chatted and talked about his new crush.i supported them very much because his new crush is better than me. she is more mature and beautiful. i think only my trusted friends know why i said his new crush is more mature than me lol :p when we chatted, he called me with a wrong 'especially name' and i know that especially name was made for his new crush. WOW! now i realize, he still the same. having an especially name for some girls. don't play on me mr.playboy, i will not fall for you again because i believe God has deserved someone for me who is better than you. we are better to be a friend. not more. "wtneyt esvnhet fo emrvneob ta nevlee taps tfiyf wot mp athst eht yda ehnw uyo dsia KSA dna wno i nkwo sti ujts a UBSLHLTI."