Hello, it's been a long time i haven't update my blog! This semester is superrrrrrr tiring. A week before submission, i always sleep only 1-2 hours. But thanks God, it almost over, just left one more month for the last project then going for internship and it will be the end of sem 4 :D
Actually today is the last day of the submission for all the modules that i had and i realized if i became an "unsociable" person. Almost of my friends say that, especially my high school's friends. Not because i don't want to play with them, but i just can't manage my time well :(
Usually, we always go together at least on the weekend but when i have a free day, i went to thailand for educational trip with my school. So, it almost two months i didn't go with them.
Today, i skip going with my school mates and chose to go with my high school's friends. It was fun! And i enjoy going with them. But, it also made me think about something. I didn't know what they said and the story that they talked about hahaha. So, i just keep quite and listen them talking. It's ok for me, because i know it was my fault not to manage my time with them but i don't know why i felt sad too.
Then it made me think about the word "FRIENDS". I don't know who is my best friends yet hahaha maybe people judge me as an extrovert person, but they don't know the other side of myself :P i do have a lot of friends, and i close to some of them. But, are they my BEST FRIEND or my GOOD FRIEND? One of my friends told me if i put a wall in front of myself that made others can't be in the inner circle of myself. "But, how do we know when to let someone in to deepest circles of our lives?" Maybe my past experiences really affects the way i thought about friends. They can be "BETTER" than your enemies. So, i think it's better to build the wall..
*but still wondering who will break my wall later hahahaa
