Saturday, January 26, 2013

the better one will definitely come

it's been a long time i don't think about my future
until that day comes...

actually, this is my one and a half year living in Singapore but i don't know why i feel so bored.
not because i don't like my school, but i just get bored to do the same thing everyday. you just go to school, do the things that the teachers ask you to do, go home and sleep. i love my friends and i love to live with both of my brothers together here and i think maybe that's the thing that make me feel "bored". sometimes i wonder to live in the far far away place where nobody knows me and nobody that i know. it will make me become more mature and independent as well hahaha 

suddenly, there was a good news...

i just know if my school can do the transfer credit to another university but you have to quit before the next semester start which means this semester is my last chance! if i quit from my school after i finished my fourth semester, i don't need to work here and the MOE will release me, there is no bond to work, and no need to pay the fine too! it sounds good, right? So i start to search some universities where i can transfer my credit there

i have given my transcript to one of the university in Vancouver, Canada. My transcript wasn't too bad :p so they said i don't need to redo my second year there. if i study there, i can continue directly to the third year (to finish the diploma) and one more year to finish my degree!!

unfortunately...

the application for the new admission has already closed just a few days ago. i just feel soooooo disappointed. if only i could turn back the time :(
sometimes i regret not to know about the transfer credit things from the beginning. i just missed one of the biggest chance to change my life :(

but, whatever that happened, i have to give thanks to Him! maybe this time is not the right time for me to go there. So from now on, i have to focus to finish my diploma in Singapore and i hope i can go to another country to continue my degree later. because i know He has the best plan for my life. the better one will definitely come (:

Sunday, January 20, 2013

chasing pavements

what does hurt most?
trying to let you go and watching you with someone else or keep waiting about something that may never happen?
it's just getting harder and more hurt as well..
how i wish i could turn back the time..

"should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere"

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust.
I know this is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be waste?
Even if i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around circles,
Waiting as my heart drops,
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be waste?
Even if i knew my place should i leave it there?Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Adele - Chasing Pavements