Sometimes when you have someone who is very close to you is one of the good things that happens in your life, right?
You can share your problems to them..
Doing everything together..
Nothing that shouldn't be hide in front of them..
But in the other side,
Have you ever think "when you become closer it can become harder too?"
You can't tell your feeling directly..
You can't tell what do you actually feel about them..
You are too much thinking in what you have to say to them because it has to be in the right way..
Sometimes you have to lie and can't say the truth about your feeling..
Why?
It's because you are too care to them..
You don't want to make them feel disappointed to you..
You are too scared of ruining your relationship that have been built well between you and them..
So, you start thinking "it's better left unsaid then"
However in the deep of your heart you really want to say all the things that have been stayed in your mind for a long time..
Do you know why you are willing to endure your "true" feelings?
The answer is simple..
Everybody has their own place in your heart and someone who is closer to you has more special place
The closer the person to you, the more special place that they have
It makes you don't mind to sacrifice and endure your feelings just for them
Because for you, their feelings is more important than yours
Something that should be easy to say become harder than it should be because you have already known each other for a long time
So, is it true if become closer can become harder?
